for the days that I lose my appetite
they are
like a dark shadow over my body
thinning me unconciously
ugly.
they
spare me the carbs
leave me just with the wine
craving;
a man
not anything else.
g.
notice.
i need someone who
has been through a similar pain
as i have, and who
still has an open heart.
g.
(Source: mangasee, via alexiznothere)
(Source: forever-x-infinity, via alexiznothere)
What you call it, life?
It’s a flow. You can’t expect more from it, you can just let your self BE in the flow. It’s exactly like floating in water and feeling it all over your skin, covering all of you. And if you go too deep, you will not be able to breath. But once you know how to let go of holding yourself or trying to maintain a position; then you are safe.
I can’t believe how we force ourselves to believe or think there is SO MUCH MORE than meets the eye. I think we lost our sense of simplicity in between our pushy norms and personalities. You just need to care about people, that is ALL.
WITHOUT expectations, loving someone is something so beautiful that even I can’t describe it to you. It is the feeling when you know that you are NOT going to be okay if you don’t TRY to make that person happy. And it ends there. FIN.
Maybe, you will have that person as you wanted or this will only stay in your dreams. But you cannot let go of them because you see how good they are when they are with you. And when you make their hearts beat slower, and see the calmness in them when you hold their hand and stand by them silently, there is no bigger love on earth. And you are going to keep doing this since OTHERWISE you will not be happy with yourself because you left them alone.
Don’t forget that the feeling of IGNORANCE is the worst you can give to someone. Nobody will forgive you if you make them feel invisible. That is why we have respect, remember. And as long as you love someone, you don’t ignore them. I’m not saying you can’t, but rather, you shouldn’t. Just say “hi” and “bye”. You are OK.
When you live and think longer and longer, you will come to the realization that life is just what it is; wake up, brush you teeth, feel that minty fresh taste in your almost awake mouth, enjoy that breakfast, look to the sky when you are walking to somewhere, like that damn blue hanging over you all day long, look at the colors, feel the annoyance waiting for the bus, open that window to get some fresh air, fucking screm if you see something so cute or scary, get pissed off to that little rock which hurt your feet, feel the sun burning your skin, get hot or get cold, run to the bathroom, smell the shampoo, eat delicious food, spend some money for yourself, then get panicked because you spent so much, feel the cold water in your body right after you take a sip, hug someone, let people know what you think, and just now that this is life. NOTHING more and nothing less.
You know you are going to regret it someday if you don’t turn your head up and see that shiny moon and stars. Why would you never look to the sky? Have you become too blind to see that you are living to die?
